Because it was not the first time I came to help me solve similar problems, I didn’t need to re-reach with these three support team members, nor did they say too many polite words, but went straight to the point and started.

"Are you ready? If you are ready, we will start."

Li Yingqi gently lifted my upper body away from the ground at a little angle. The Zhang assisted team member took out the folded lower body binding bag from the white medical backpack, spread it out with the help of the Wang assisted team member, put my uncontrollable legs into the bag, and temporarily tied them together to avoid accidents and causing such a tragic incident of falling. The Wang player then put his hands under the middle of my body and asked me softly. I nodded and said, "Please slow down your movements, I am very scared." After putting down this sentence, I hugged Li Yingqi tightly with both hands.

I said this not because I was timid, but because every time I was suddenly picked up from the lying position, I would feel that "because I could not sense the existence of my lower body, I felt that my entire upper body was suspended in the air, but some places still had a heavy feeling of falling that could not be revealed." This bad feeling of extreme lack of balance caused my heart to be immediately covered by the darkness of insecurity, and my heart began to pound up and down nervously, for fear that it would really lose control as I imagined, and fell from mid-air to the ground, causing the perceptual parts to hurt like bones cracking again.

"Okay, you should try to be lighter, listen to my command and exert force - three, two, one, slow, slow, slow, good."

...

With the enthusiastic and professional help of the support team members, although the whole process did not go smoothly, I encountered many obstacles along the way, such as leg spasms, etc., I successfully lay back on the ordinary small bed. The excrement in the urine bag was also emptied without me doing it. The dirty parts, clothes and pollutants on the ground were all processed. With their help, they also changed into a clean set of clothes - another set of black hoodies of the same style, pure black pants and high-imitation special forces boots.

"My grandma may be back in a few hours or a day or two. There have been so many incidents between her and me, and I am almost used to this pattern." I smiled bitterly at the kind support team members in front of me, and said angrily, unable to hide it.

Li Yingqi spoke a little angrily: "I had an argument with you every few days, and I got angry and messed up. After that, I said that I was just an angry word for a while, and I couldn't help but love you very much. I was simply an emotional blackmail master, and I was a fool. Is there anyone in your family who can take care of you and won't hurt you? If you have one, you can call them to come."

But I lowered my voice expressionlessly, changed my tone and spoke solemnly: "It doesn't matter whether I look for it or not. I have decided in my heart that I want to escape from Dongqing and say goodbye to the person who makes me uncomfortable."

"Where are you going?" Li Yingqi was stunned for a moment, then subconsciously pulled the big gray bow tie with red stripes on her chest, and asked seriously and cheerfully.

"I choose Nanshan first, and Tianshan second."

I thought about it and said firmly.

When I heard these two place names report from me without hesitation, the two white suit support team members present were stunned and all cast complicated gazes at me. Through rapid analysis and interpretation in my brain, I think their gazes are not only surprised and shock, but also helpless to want to speak but unable to speak. Only Li Yingqi held his chin with his right hand and looked at me calmly, with a meaningful expression, as if he was thinking about something.

After a while, Xiao Wang looked embarrassed and said a little apologetically: "Brother, I don't support you in escaping, but I just feel it's unrealistic and unsafe. First of all, your body cannot support you in traveling alone; secondly, these two places are more than a thousand kilometers away from you, and your physical condition is obviously not suitable for going such a far place."

Xiao Zhang said directly: "Even if you succeed, you cannot integrate into your language and life, and your body will not support you in finding a job or taking care of yourself. How should you survive?"

"Well, that's right. After all, I'm a useless person who can only lie on the bed and knock on the screen, and can't stand up even if I fall. No matter whether my grandmother comes back or not, I can't leave and escape from this house, so the escape plan can only be made into clay in my mind."

I sarcastically said to the air lightly. The two support team members choked and silently lowered their heads and stopped talking because they knew that the words just now aroused my inferiority and hatred for my disabled body. They could only watch silently as I was lying straight on the bed, afraid of arousing embarrassment and deliberately fiddling my fingers, and felt very guilty.

Li Yingqi also saw my sadness. After hearing this, he shook his head, turned to the side and said helplessly: "You guys go out first, I'll persuade him."

The two support team members understood that it was not suitable to say more now, and they lamented and left the room to avoid the intimate conversation between Li Yingqi. When Xiao Zhang left, he gently brought the door, for fear that it would make me feel uncomfortable again. Seeing such a small but gentle action, a warm current surged in my heart, but no matter how I could not organize the apology words into normal language to express them. I could only silently express my thorny appearance in my heart when I vented just now, and felt extremely guilty, and I secretly said, "I'm sorry."

Yes, how can I reach the Nanshan or Tianshan, which is thousands of miles away in my physical condition? They just consider me from a realistic perspective, and say things that are straightforward and sincere, without any disguise or hypocritical comfort for pleasing, and there is no mistake. On the contrary, I do not listen to any unpleasant words like a giant baby who will never grow up in a fairy tale world. In the future, I will pay more attention to this aspect until I change this bad habit.

"...Captain Li, I was wrong just now. Thank you for your kindness, but I don't think you need to persuade me. I really can't escape from home. If possible, please tell Xiao Zhang and Xiao Wang, and I want to apologize to them."

I politely said the apology and refused in advance and wanted to persuade me.

"I don't have the desire to persuade you. You know, I'm crazy, too."

Li Yingqi lowered his voice mysteriously and spread his hands to me plainly, but the grammar and tone used made my heart tremble violently, and there was even an excitement to quickly support my upper body and grab this life-saving straw.

——It is because this sentence is used in Nanshan language that is close to the standard.
Chapter completed!