In life, eight out of ten things are unsatisfactory. I always try to lose my energy in an inexplicable moment, just like the blood of chickens suddenly flows out...

The feeling of fatigue, the dullness in the eyes, and the feeling of confusion and helplessness seemed to have already made an appointment to have a big party...

Well, whether to resist or surrender is not a serious problem, but it is a complex multiple-choice question for psychological torture.

Choose to resist hard but have no strength; choose to abandon the equipment and surrender, but are unwilling to give up. So what should we do?

Well, when a person has an excuse to escape, strength, luck, and mood can all become shields... So, it is not what to do, but what you really want...

If you really want to do that, even if you don’t have the strength, you can move little by little like a snail; even if you don’t have the luck, you can make up for it again and again like a spider breaking the net; even if you don’t have the mood, you can work as hard as animals that keep adapting to the environment for survival, such as African elephants, zebras, wildebeests, etc. that migrate every year in the dry season...

Do you really want that? Do you think enough? How strong are you thinking? Have you thought about it? Did you think about it as important as survival? If not, why should you blame everything around you for hindering yourself? It's just that you don't think enough, it's all excuses...

Others can forgive themselves, but do you think that you, who are often cowardly and evasive, are really worthy of being forgiven?

There is a lyric in ***'s "Stubbornness" that is written very much: If I compromise with myself and lie to myself, even if others forgive me, I cannot forgive me.

Therefore, please consolidate a heart that is willing to work hard, rather than finding a hundred reasons for not working hard. Others respect themselves, and please also know how to respect yourself.

When you are tired, you will take a break and continue to move forward; when you are tired, create some happiness for yourself and then continue to get used to it; when you are confused, give yourself a direction. Even if you are wrong, change the direction. Anyway, nothing is in vain.

In this case, let the chicken blood shed, and let it flow away. Just get the chicken blood again.

Then, keep writing!

It was the morning of May 26, 2017. Well, I want to take Xiaoshi to Dapeng Peninsula in Shenzhen to play. It should be the first time I really took Xiaoshi to play.

Sagittarius likes to play, while Aries likes to take her to play, so Sagittarius and Aries are born with a pair of people in the zodiac signs.

I haven't been able to give her a wedding that she longs for now, so I'll take her to feel the joy of the little trip! Feel the happiness in my spiritual world!

Although I was a little tired when I was riding and moving around the bus, I felt that I was more happy than bitter.

Maybe it’s because I haven’t been to Dapeng Peninsula for too long, so I’m a little lost. Xiao Shi also teased me: “Do you recognize the way? Don’t take me away.”

Once upon a time, I came to this unfamiliar Dapeng Peninsula alone and didn't even try to lose myself. Now, can I lose her? The probability of this happening is obviously infinitely close to zero.

After a lunch time, I finally found the route to visit the Dapeng Peninsula alone from my memory.

So, we naturally set out to the first tourist attraction. Well, Yangmei Pit.

The sky was a little gray that day, and the Shenzhen blue I liked did not appear. However, it was better than the weather when I first went to Yangmeikeng. The first time I went to Yangmeikeng was the drizzling weather. Looking at the sea turned into a hazy feeling of looking at the lake, and it was hazy.

Well, the best way to go to Yangmeikeng is to rent a bicycle and ride along the coastline is more enjoyable! After all, it is a few kilometers away.

So, the first time! Finally, I was able to ride a bike with Xiaoshi.

I rented a mountain bike, and Xiaoshi rented a relatively small lady bike. Well, sure enough, my dear does not have many sports cells.

In fact, she fell and was injured when she learned to ride a bicycle when she was a child, so she was psychologically disgusted and didn't dare to ride a bicycle. Even if she rode, she would ride slowly. It was like when I was a child, I was stuck in my throat with a fish bone, so I had a psychological shadow and began to slowly avoid eating fish, and then I was particularly disgusted with the smell of fish, so I didn't like to eat fish anymore. Even if I were a child, I just ate a little carefully.

OK, then I will ride slowly with my dear.

On the road, when Xiaoshi saw someone taking wedding photos, she was extremely yearning in her heart, and she kept staring at the woman in a wedding dress. I could feel how strong her desire to take wedding photos! But the more she yearned for it, the stronger the inferiority in my heart at that time!

This was not a stage of life that I could control at that time. At that time, I was full of various variables, and I was undecided in every step, and I didn’t even know which direction I could lead to the future I yearn for.

When she saw someone taking wedding photos, she would turn her head to me and say, "Wow! Someone is taking wedding photos! I want to take them too! When will we take them?"

Looking at her extremely longing eyes, I really want to satisfy her wishes and give her a positive answer. However, although I don’t want to see her disappointed, I really can’t be sure when I can satisfy her wishes in the future...

I was extremely entangled and lost in my heart...

I could only try to smile and say, "Let's see then." Is this perfunctory? I don't know, if it's perfunctory, why am I so uncomfortable? If it's not perfunctory, why can't I realize it early?

Destiny, I have caught the big things I will encounter in this life at a confused age. I really can't be sure of anything...

Unexpectedly, these words are completely the abbreviation of my life over the past few years. I really can't be sure of anything...

The road still needs to continue walking.

We continued to ride forward and saw a small platform that was easy to take photos. There was no one on it, which was great! It was suitable for people like me who didn't like being disturbed by others.

On the small platform, I took a few silhouettes for Xiaoshi, and I like to take silhouettes.

After that, I took selfies with Xiaoshi. However, our selfies are not the kind of selfies that hold the phone in our hands, but are similar to those taken by others.

That is, put the phone in a suitable position and adjust it to delay taking pictures. I usually adjust it for ten seconds because I have to move it.

The effect of the shot is pretty good. If you want long legs, you have long legs. If you want backlit shadows, you can also have particularly sensible backlit shadows.

After Xiaoshi saw the photos I took with her mobile phone to take a delayed photo, she also shouted that she wanted to take a few photos with her mobile phone. Haha, it seems that my photography skills have been recognized by her.

Or, it can be said that I am the boyfriend who can take pictures in other people's homes. Just kidding, I just take pictures in a very good way, and I am already a husband, so I am not as tired as those great gods in other people's homes.

The trip to the Yangmei Pit is mainly about taking photos and an ordinary trip. I hope that the next time I go, I will encounter the blue sky in Shenzhen.

After finishing my trip to Yangmeikang, I still check in to the hotel I once stayed in. People like me usually choose familiar things because I understand.

Something should happen at night in the hotel.

But, they are already in-laws, is there a big difference between happening or not?

If not, then go to bed early and get up early and be in good health.

The next day, I took Xiaoshi to climb the second highest peak in Shenzhen - Qiniang Mountain. As for Wutong Mountain, the highest peak in Shenzhen, Xiaoshi had already climbed with her colleagues before she knew me.

Well, Qiniang Mountain is relatively remote, and there are not many people hiking the mountain. Overall, it feels very natural.

When I first went to climb Mount Qiniang, the weather was foggy. When I looked up at the foot of the mountain, I couldn't see a mountain above. The visibility was about eight meters.

At that time, it seemed like I was the only one who went in and climbed in the first place. It was extremely gloomy and horrible, and it felt like watching a horror movie! I didn’t know where I got the courage, dared to break in alone, and deeply felt the feeling of being isolated from the world. I didn’t even know if there would be danger around me. If a beast suddenly ran out, then hehe...

Fortunately, I was in danger that year, so I climbed to the top of the mountain. Although there was heavy fog everywhere and I couldn't see the scenery below the mountain that I wanted to see, I was also fortunate to witness the beautiful scenery of the clouds and fog on the top of the mountain like waves. It was considered that there were gains and losses.

This time, I took Xiaoshi to conquer Qiniang Mountain again.

The beginning of the journey was speechless...

There was still a long way to the foot of the mountain, and Xiao Shi was attracted by the flowers on the side of the road. Every time she saw a kind of flower, she couldn't help but go over and take a photo of it for a minute or two. There was no way, she liked flowers so much.

Every few steps I take, I have to look back at her and wait for her. Oh, are we going to climb the mountain? Because time is tight, I want to hurry up and climb. After all, I don’t know how long it will take for two people to climb up. At the same time, I also want to take her to the glass observation deck and feel how beautiful the scenery you see there is...

Xiao Shi also knew that I was a little impatient to wait, so she asked me to continue walking, and she said she would catch up with me.

Okay, I walked slowly, walked a while, turned around, huh? Where is the person?

At that time, I was really afraid that I would lose her, and I was afraid that she would encounter danger. When she was about to run back, she suddenly jumped out of the hidden place on the side of the road, and did not forget to take a few more photos of the flowers on the side of the road.

Oh my god! I...

Regarding mountain climbing, I am the kind of person who rarely rests. I like to climb up hard, bring the scenery I want to see, and then go down the mountain quickly. The reason why I became such a person is because most of my small trips I used to ride a bicycle, so I had to fight quickly and then ride a bike home. After more small trips to climb the mountain, I got used to this feeling.

At the same time, I don’t like to hike and rest regularly. I climb for a period of five minutes, climb for another period of ten minutes, and climb for another period of fifteen minutes. The body is lazy, and the more you rest, the more tired the body becomes. Because when a person rests, the feeling of fatigue in the body will be relaxed, but as the rest takes longer or more, the feeling of fatigue in the body will depend on the feeling of comfort during rest. When you set out again, you will feel more tired, and you will have less motivation to climb up.

Of course, it is impossible to keep climbing without resting, after all, even machines need to slow down.

Therefore, due to different concepts, Xiaoshi and I had a small conflict during the process of climbing Qiniang Mountain.

Because I just wanted to work hard to climb up, after all, I wasn't very tired. But Xiaoshi was not me, she would be tired. But I didn't care about her feelings.

She was a little angry, OK, this is my fault, maybe I too hope that my partner likes exercise and is not afraid of being tired or sunny...

After that, I slowly climbed up with the intensity she could adapt to...

When we finally climbed to the glass observation deck, luck came!

A hole broke through the gray sky, and then slowly, there was sunshine and Shenzhen Blue, which I like very much!

So, it was another crazy photo shoot! Take selfies, she took me, I took photos, take photos together! Well, I feel very satisfied!

At that time, all the most beautiful scenery was present in front of us. We climbed up early, and the people who climbed the mountain behind were still a long way from us.

Therefore, if you work hard to climb up faster than others, although it will be harder, you will also get the reward you deserve.

If we climbed to this glass observation deck with those who were hiking behind us, it would be difficult for us to take photos at all. After all, there were many people. We should not only take pictures, but also be careful to avoid them and try not to take other people in as much as possible to affect the quality of the photos.

We, who had been many steps ahead of them, had completely occupied the glass observation deck at that time. We could take pictures of whatever we wanted and pose for whatever we wanted. We had no scruples because there was no one around.

It was not until we were completely satisfied with the photo and climbed up for another stage that the people who climbed the mountain climbed to the glass observation deck, but at that time, the sky became cloudy again and there was no more beautiful Shenzhen blue.

Therefore, the time we had just climbed to the glass observation deck, it really took up all the right time, place, and people. Just two words can be described as: perfect!

Finally, we climbed to the top of the mountain, the wind was so strong and cool.

This time, I also saw the scenery I didn’t see when I climbed Qiniang Mountain for the first time. Huh, it’s worth it!

Xiao Shi also said to me happily: "Look, the weather will get better as soon as I accompany you. How lucky!"

I smiled: "Yes, yes, yes."

After shining the scenery on my phone, I felt that the time was almost over, so we started going down the mountain.

During the process of going down the mountain, you will meet many people who are resting on the way to climb the mountain. Many people will pantly ask us: "Handsome guys and beautiful girls, how long will it take to climb to the top of the mountain from here?"

Well, at that moment, you will feel proud and be able to answer this question. Because you have climbed the mountain and have gained a lot, they have only started climbing the mountain, and they are so tired that they are a little doubtful about life.

Xiaoshi took the initiative to answer this question happily. I think she should be able to understand the happiness of my spiritual world. Although my pace is a bit fast, nothing is in vain.

Overall, Xiao Shi still feels that my climbing method is very tired and I have too little rest. She also said that if I still take her to climb the mountain like this in the future, she will not climb. Well, it seems that people always need to change. When I am alone, I can climb without restraint, but with important people around me, I can only take care of her feelings and climb selectively in line with the intensity she can adapt to.

Perhaps, this is also a kind of growth.

At noon that day, we took a bus back and checked in, and then set off for the third tourist attraction, Xichong.
To be continued...